Make friends@London

I think to make friends in London is very difficult.
No, it's more 'difficult to make friends beyond your nationalities'.

I think London is pretty mixed city. You see a lot of couples who have different ethnic backgrounds.
But, to make friends, I think they stay in their community.
British make friends with British (or Aussies, Americans)
French with French
Italian with Italian
Japanese with Japanese

It sounds strange but I don't like to make friends with Japanese people in London. I feel strange. If you want to have Japanese friends so much, why you don't stay in Japan?? There are tons of Japanese! Also, I don't like the competition among them. To live abroad is still special to Japanese, so there are always competition. Who's best speaker of English, who's the most popular one, who's foreign friends most...! I was tired of this.

I've been writing netgative thing, but I simply like to make friends of different nationalities! I am alwasy curisous in other culture, so I like to make friends of different nationalities.

I think if I could speak English very fluently like Northen European people, I would be able to make friends easily. But, who cares to make friends who don't speak English very well??

Ah, I should stop moaning. I really do.
I've been feeling lonely recently. I don't know why.
I don't have many friends here, so I should try to meet more people. Be positive!
(ahh, this post is really bad. No structure at all!)